The mind of a psycho
When you look in the mirror and notice how fucking sexy you are-
ratniece:

It looks delicious.

 i so want this, theyre my favorite color, and i bet they smell good too

ratniece:

It looks delicious.

 i so want this, theyre my favorite color, and i bet they smell good too

im bored :<

I AM - 
[] anorexic 
[] ednos 
[] bulimic 
[] living off diet pills 
[] hungry 
[x] thirsty 
[x] drinking something 
[] Under 100lbs 
[] starving yourself 
[] participating in a fast 


PEOPLE - 
[] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic 
[] call me fat
[x] say I’m skinny
[] say I’m ugly 
[] say I’m pretty 
[] spread rumors about me 
[] force me to eat 
[] say I eat too much 
[] wish I’d eat more 
[] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic


I WISH - 
[] I was THIN 
[x] I had a better body 
[] I didn’t have to eat 
[x] I could control myself 
[] i wish i was under 90
[] I could avoid food 
[] I could hide what I am 
[] I wasn’t fat 
[] I was pretty 
[] I could stop being ana/mia 

I LOVE - 
[] feeling hungry 
[x] seeing a difference when fasting 
[] shaking 
[] being weak 
[x] losing weight 
[] being anorexic/bulimic 
[] green tea 
[] diet pills 
[] being able to turn down food 
[x] feeling good about myself 

APPEARANCE 
[] I am shorter than 5’4. 
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes. 
[x] I have many scars. 
[] I tan easily. 
[] I wish my hair was a different color. 
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. 
[] I have a tattoo. 
[] I am self-conscious about my appearance. 
[] I have/had braces. 
[] I wear glasses. 
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. 
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. 
[x] I have more than 2 piercings. 
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears. 
[] I have freckles. 

BAD TIMES 
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol. 
[] I regularly drink. 
[] I can’t swallow pills. 
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem 
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. 
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset. 
[] I take anti-depressants. 
[] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS. 
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it. 
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose. 
[x] I’m addicted to self harm. 
[] I’ve woken up crying 
[x] I’ve lost weight 
[x] I’ve gained weight 
[] My weight holds me back 
[] Weight consumes me. 
[] I’m at my thinnest 
[] I’m at my biggest 
[] I’ve lost weight and kept it off 
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back 
[] My weight affects my mood 
[] I weigh myself daily 
[] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me 
[] I thrive on compliments 
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size 
[] I feel happy when I’m hungry 
[] I get depressed after I eat 
[x] I’ve skipped a meal 
[x] I’ve thrown food away 
[x] I’ve spit food out 
[x] I’ve fasted 
[] I’ve taken diet pills 
[] I’ve used laxatives 
[x] I’ve purged 
[x] I exercise 
[] I exercise so I can eat 
[] I work out secretly 
[x] I work out daily 
[] I exercise to counteract eating 
[] I’ve fainted from exhaustion 

I’ve done-
[] Weed 
[x] Cigarettes 
[x] Alcohol 
[] Diet pills 
[] Pain killers 
[] Anti-depressants 
[] Ecstasy 
[] LSD 
[] Mushrooms 
[] Speed 
[] Cocaine 
[] Other 

Other-
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret 
[] I have a ED blog 
[x] I look at thinspo 
[] I collect thinspo 
[] I visit pro-ana/mia sites 

[] I count calories daily/occasionally 
[] I’ve had negative intake days 
[] I avoid food 
[] I hate food 
[x] I love food 

[x] I want to be this way 
[] I don’t want to be like this 
[] I wish I could have more control 
[] Being thin is my top priority 
[x] I don’t want to get better 
[] I am or have been in treatment 

[x] I’m doing this for me 
[] I’m doing this for someone 

[] I’m doing this to prove myself

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

my laptop